We all have it in us.

sleepth3rapy:

I just looked at the Connecticut tracked tags and literally it is full of One Direction fans. FUCK OFF 

Take apart your head.

I just really need to get this out. I’ve been losing the battle with depression, and quite frankly I’m losing myself. I’m torn on how I should feel opposed to how I’m really feeling. I feel like everyone can see how miserable I feel. I can feel it on my face when I try and force lively emotions, when I know I’m beyond dissatisfied. It’s just artificial and not genuine. Lately I’ve hated me for not living up to my full potential, having lack of motivation, not being able to communicate feelings, being socially awkward, being irrational, pushing those I love most away, disengaging from friends and family, being overly indecisive, wanting to give up, always being beyond anxious, and completely losing sanity. The worse part is I don’t even know how to open up to people, every time I try I just feel even more dysfunctional. I wish depression were just a phase and you could overcome it once and not have to deal with it for the rest of your life. And the emotional baggage that comes with it disappears instantly. I fucking despise this chemical imbalance in my brain. It’s holding me back from so much of my life.

I wish happiness could last forever.